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Anderson Davis

Tue, 21 May 2013 12:00:24 -0700

Anderson Davis

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Mon, 20 May 2013 12:00:10 -0700

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Mon, 20 May 2013 02:15:49 -0700

z1c: being 20+ on tumblr

Sun, 19 May 2013 22:37:44 -0700

z1c:

being 20+ on tumblr

i-am-fangirl-hear-me-squeel: usually

Sun, 19 May 2013 12:00:28 -0700

i-am-fangirl-hear-me-squeel:

usually

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Sat, 18 May 2013 12:00:20 -0700

abulletforniki: powerofvoodoo: well this is rEALLY FUCKING...

Fri, 17 May 2013 12:00:21 -0700

abulletforniki:

powerofvoodoo:

well this is rEALLY FUCKING CUTE.

IT’S THE CUTEST FUCKING THING I’VE EVER SEEN.

protocolhouseparty: RDJ and Hiddles mixed together is so...

Thu, 16 May 2013 12:00:27 -0700

protocolhouseparty:

RDJ and Hiddles mixed together is so beautiful wow this has been a psa

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Wed, 15 May 2013 12:00:09 -0700

Bats aka Winged Kittens.

Tue, 14 May 2013 12:00:30 -0700

Bats aka Winged Kittens.

deviantart: “Good vs. Evil” series by...

Mon, 13 May 2013 12:00:23 -0700

deviantart:

“Good vs. Evil” series by J-Scott-Campbell

jokerharley2345:

J. Scott Campbell has once again OUT DONE himself with the coolest Disney Art I have seen!

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Sun, 12 May 2013 12:00:23 -0700

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Sat, 11 May 2013 12:00:25 -0700

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Fri, 10 May 2013 12:00:29 -0700

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Thu, 09 May 2013 12:00:30 -0700

the first thing i want to do

Thu, 09 May 2013 00:39:00 -0700

after i get my hair dyed is go on a date. wear my best fancy black dress, fancy black shoes, go out, talk, buy food, watch a movie, buy something random that i dont need, take pictures, and just have fun. but then i also don’t want to go on a date because no matter who i go with i won’t like them so i was be like :| the whole time. and just be a big downer. times like these i really question my relationship with superfish. -sigh- no, no. must wait for next person to sweep me off my feet. must not settle. yes…. yes. determination. hyaa.

i love when people say things like "anyone would be lucky to have you"

Wed, 08 May 2013 23:38:00 -0700

if you believe that then why not you.. just tell me you don’t like me. reject someone properly. if you’re going to kick me then kick me. dont call me beautiful and then kick me. baka.

i dont need pity.

edit: in other news i’m over-relating to shoujo im reading again. i feel so young. i hate it. but i dont want to grow up for anyone. fuck that. keeping a young heart is a blessing.

EDIT2: -sigh- and then a few minutes later after telling myself to hate everyone i’m still thinking about him like a weirdo. must avoid thoughts at all costs…. but… but…

i’m hopeless. -_- i think the less i talk to him the more i want to see his face again. THIS ISNT WORKING.

EDIT3: I HATE THIS FUCKING MANGA. you have no idea.

holy shit

Wed, 08 May 2013 22:01:00 -0700

i look good without clothes on. i was not aware of this till just now. “when did this happen…………. well then.”

+self esteem points when i’ve been feeling not good enough lately. hells yes!

it's too late

Wed, 08 May 2013 15:02:00 -0700

i love him. im not in love with him, but i love him. i didn’t want to admit it but i do. i’ve liked him since i first knew him. i did everything i could to ignore it. i dated other guys and talked to him about them. now he knows too much. im such an idiot. now that i admit to my own feelings things are just really bad… and it sounds so childish. it sounds like it doesnt make sense but there is a lot i dont say because it’s pointless. and i hate it. but i can’t help it. i’ve felt this way for a while. i’m never sure of my feelings or surrounding but i am sure of this. everything in my being tells me to love him and to make him happy. to do everything i can to make his life better. like we were meant to meet each other at a certain time in our lives. but i guess i was wrong. he would have liked me back if that was the case. i haven’t felt this way in a very long time. it was different with other people. i only liked them because they liked me. they wore their feelings on their sleeves. that made me happy. knowing someone cares made me happy. i guess this is what i get for being picky and rejecting so many people. i finally find someone i truly like and he doesnt like me. i finally know how it feels. but he makes me so happy. he makes me forget about everything. but i cant even be myself when im around him. because i just want to hug him. i want to hold his hands. i want to make him laugh. i want to be his reason to smile. and i failed at that. i dont understand why someone like me would be born this way and then not have someone to match them… grow up with all these feelings.. have certain morals… that a lot of people don’t agree with… my personality is a burden. it’s why i will never be happy. i can’t blindly get into relationships without thinking so much. because of this i will always be truly alone. …

and then there is my fish… if he’s all i dreamed about why don’t i love him… i met them both around the same time so why is it not the same… he really cares about me.. he really wants to make me happy… being with him would make me happy… but not in the same way…. it’s like settling for temporary happiness because i can’t get what i’m truly after…. i’d rather be alone… but would i, really? i’m breaking my own heart. and i want comfort. and i cant take it from the one i now love because taking it would hurt more. i can’t take his help out of pity or friendship, i want his help out of romantic love. and i cant accept it from the one who loves me because that would be selfish. why take love form someone you don’t want to love in return. but i AM selfish. i want what i want. i want this person so badly. but i always come back to reality. i care enough to see him happy without me. and that’s the worst feeling. caring so much you know better than to try to be with someone… because even if he did like me, i am no good. i’m wasn’t enough. so i should grant my superfish the same kindness… i am grateful of his love but i can’t take it if i feel this way about someone else…

maybe i should stop being friends with both of them. maybe i should be alone. again, i push everyone away. because no matter what i decide to do, i am a burden. i just have to remember this burden is my own. i have to stop thinking about this. i have to become cold and dead like i was before. like the other him made me… i was happier when i was dead.

all of these loving feeling have no where to go. i think all of this love will turn into hate… just like it did before.

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